U know things would not be the same from now on
We both know what happened in the past cannot be changed anymore
I know what my heart feels
What we need to be doing is just look at the future
Don't be scared with what could happen
I, my self feel so disappointed
cause i know what i dreamed of has just gone
Maybe u want me to feel the same way , like your ex girlfriend did that to u (not me but ur 1st ex gf)
I know im a good girl
Is that u the one who made me not to be a good girl anymore
They way u give me up so easily makes my heart so hurt
I just realized when my teacher asked me , how many percent is the part of your heart you give him?
At that time I thougt it was 65% , but my teacher just laughed , I didn't know what some funny
Then he asked me again "so if you give ur heart 65% , when he leaves u that means 65% of your life is just gone! ur just the same like a dead body".
I felt a bit hurt. But now , im not sure what's the answer, cause what he gave to me is not as big as what i gave to him .
I tried to be loyal but what to say ....
Maybe he didnt wanna be with me
He doesn't know what the true meaning of love
he doesnt even know me
He didnt know that getting closer with my family means he has to be serious with me
No words can say , he's just a kid , doesnt know how to think more mature
Don't know how to act like an adult
What he can do is just depends on his parents that's all
I'm trying to be good here , im not a girl who will do things such black magic
What i want him to be doing is , learn from his mistakes
Learn kid , learn ..... no one could help u after ur parents die
same as me here , no one could help me after my parents die
I'll help my self, i trust my self even if im kind of jerk
I know God loves me , even after He showed the real things , He knew that's the best for me
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