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Dec 22, 2005
Before the day ...

I may not be perfect but ...
I hope u can understand me and
accept me for whoever I am.

I know who u r.
U know who I am.

We both love each other.
We share the story together.

All we need is time .
Time for making us reach the maturity.

I'm not gonna change u but at least understand me a bit.

We need to learn from our mistakes.
Don't do the same mistake for twice.

I can't be the one that u expect.
U know that.

It hurt me.
It hurt u.

Make up ur mind
make up my mind

Posted at 05:22 pm by u-and-me
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Dec 12, 2005
The Truth by Truth Hurts

Now see I try to keep the peace
But your lies is killin me
Yo ass is in these streets
On them bogus late night creeps
You said you were with your boys
Then tried to switch it
Go head with the bullshit
Cause I ain't none of these bitches
The truth is coming to get cha
Pain is about to split cha
You done put your hands on me
And Dre is about to get with cha
I done messed around and spotted you
Like you was famous
Now you got the dumb look on your face like
What cha name is?

I know what cha game is
You done lied to me so much its painless
Now your cheating ass is about to be strained

Cause you can't deal with the TRUTH
Be hatin when you woman start hit you with the TRUTH
Trying to turn it all around when you know it's the TRUTH
And you always running away from the TRUTH
You lied til you make yourself think it's the TRUTH
Undress the lie tell what you got TRUTH
Should have been up front and just told the TRUTH
But instead you wanna go and try to hide the TRUTH

Now see time and time again, You got away with murder
The bitch calls here again ,See I'ma have to hurt her
Fool that you roll with, He be hittin on me
You so busy parting, Your to damn blind to see
You don't think that I know that scheme
Your mess with the intelligence of a wise ghetto queen
Boy it ain't much you can get past me
I will leave yo ass crying take it from me

Cause you can't deal with the TRUTH
Be hatin when you woman start hit you with the TRUTH
Trying to turn it all around when you know it's the TRUTH
And you always running away from the TRUTH
You lied til you make yourself think it's the TRUTH
Undress the lie tell what you got it TRUTH
Should have been up front and just told the TRUTH
But instead you wanna go and try to hide the TRUTH


Hum. Cause you can't deal with the TRUTH
Be hatin when you woman start hit you with the TRUTH
Trying to turn it all around when you know it's the TRUTH
And you always running away from the TRUTH
See you lied til you make yourself think it's the TRUTH
Undress the lie tell what you got it TRUTH
Should have been up front and just told the TRUTH
But instead you wanna go and try to hide the TRUTH


Posted at 10:11 am by u-and-me
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Truth Hurts

Song by Usher

See it's situations like this
That causes us players to get caught up
In umm the truth
Yeah
What you doing, where you been?
I paged you and you ain't hit me back
I been callin' and I know you see my number on that caller I.D.
Just listen to the words


i got reasons to belive that you've been foolin' around
the way you feel, the past you lived
the things you did
it don't matter to me for what it's worth
just dont lie to me
'cause that ain't what i need right now
baby everything we built on trust
you tearin' it down
'cause i no the truth hurts


Tell me the truth now
What cha been doing and who
Ya been doing it with {truth hurts}
Where you been going and
How you been putting ya thing down {truth hurts}
Whatever youz was working I
Hope that it was worth it baby {truth hurts}
I got reason to believe that you been foolin' around


i'm really tryin' hard to understand
i wanna move on and put it in the past
'cause you claim that you ain't doin' nothin'
must be my insecurity
it's got the best of me right now
what i know i can't hold inside of me
it's gon' drive me insane
'cause i know the truth hurts


Tell me the truth now
What cha been doing and who
Ya been doing it with {truth hurts}
Where you been going and
How you been putting ya thing down {truth hurts}
Whatever youz was working I
Hope that it was worth it baby {truth hurts}
I got reason to believe that you been foolin' around

Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah
Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah baah
Bah bah bah bah
I can't hold on {truth hurts}


now wait a minute
oh, listen baby {truth hurts}
the truth is i got this here secret
i been keeping from you baby
'cause i know that you
gonna tear up the place
punch me in my face
pull the hot grits out
think you need to sit down, ho ho
i been blamin' you when i'm the one that's doin' wrong
i'mma go on
a guilty conscience is the real reason i wrote this song {truth hurts}
girl i know the truth hurts, baby


Tell me the truth now
What cha been doing and who
Ya been doing it with {truth hurts}
Where you been going and
How you been putting ya thing down
Whatever youz was working I
Hope that it was worth it baby {truth hurts}
I got reason to believe that you been foolin' around


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Dec 8, 2005
Things would not be the same

I know things would not be the same from now on
U know things would not be the same from now on

We both know what happened in the past cannot be changed anymore
I know what my heart feels

What we need to be doing is just look at the future
Don't be scared with what could happen

I, my self feel so disappointed
cause i know what i dreamed of has just gone

Maybe u want me to feel the same way , like your ex girlfriend did that to u (not me but ur 1st ex gf)

I know im a good girl
Is that u the one who made me not to be a good girl anymore

They way u give me up so easily makes my heart so hurt

I just realized when my teacher asked me , how many percent is the part of your heart you give  him?

At that time I thougt it was 65% , but my teacher just laughed , I didn't know what some funny
Then he asked me again "so if you give ur heart 65% , when he leaves u that means 65% of your life is just gone! ur just the same like a dead body".

I felt a bit hurt. But now , im not sure what's the answer, cause what he gave to me is not as big as what i gave to him .

I tried to be loyal but what to say ....

Maybe he didnt wanna be with me

He doesn't know what the true meaning of love

he doesnt even know me

He didnt know that getting closer with my family means he has to be serious with me

No words can say , he's just a kid , doesnt know how to think more mature

Don't know how to act like an adult

What he can do is just depends on his parents that's all

I'm trying to be good here , im not a girl who will do things such black magic

What i want him to be doing is , learn from his mistakes

Learn kid , learn ..... no one could help u after ur parents die

same as me here , no one could help me after my parents die

I'll help my self, i trust my self even if im kind of jerk

I know God loves me , even after He showed the real things , He knew that's the best for me


Posted at 02:19 pm by u-and-me
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Dec 1, 2005
Bukan Untukku

Kemana langkahku pergi
Slalu ada bayangmu
Ku yakin makna nurani
Kau takkan pernah terganti

Saat lautan kau sebrangi
Janganlah ragu bersauh
Ku percaya hati kecilku
Kau takkan berpaling

Walau keujung dunia, pasti akan kunanti
Meski ke tujuh samudra, pastu ku kan menunggu
Karena ku yakin, Kau hanya untukku

Pandanglah bintang berpijar
Kau tak pernah tersembunyi
Dimana engkau berada
Disana cintaku

Walau ke ujung dunia
Pasti akan kunanti
Meski ketujuh samudra
Pasti ku kan menunggu

Karena ku yakin, kau hanya untukku
Karena ku yakin, kau hanya untukku
Hanya untukku

Ini lagu Chrisye gw suka banget, apalagi inget yg dulu2. Tp ternyata lagu ini ga semanis kenyataan gw yg pahit. Gw pikir ini sih gw banget, but ternyata cuma di sisi gw doank. Mungkin harus diubah liriknya sedikit sekarang . Well biar gitu lagu ini memori gw.

Kemana langkahku pergi
Slalu ada bayangmu
Ku yakin makna nurani
Kau pasti terganti

Saat lautan kau sebrangi
Janganlah ragu bersauh
Ku percaya hati kecilku
Kau bakal berpaling

Walau keujung dunia, pasti tak kan kunanti
Meski ke tujuh samudra, pastu ku tak menunggu
Karena ku yakin, Kau bukan untukku

Pandanglah bintang berpijar
Kau selalu tersembunyi
Dimana engkau berada
Disana cintaku sia2

Walau ke ujung dunia
Pasti tak kan kunanti
Meski ketujuh samudra
Pasti ku tak menunggu

Karena ku yakin, kau bukan untukku
Karena ku yakin, kau bukan untukku
Bukan untukku

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Posted at 10:10 am by u-and-me
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Nov 30, 2005
Counting the day

Sudah hari ke dua. Sakitnya masih but nangis udah berkurang.

3 hari bener2 nyakitin. Untung banyak yg dukung.

Nangis yg paling hebat sepanjang hidup gw .

Sakit yg paling pilu yg pernah gw rasain.

Thanks God I got something to learn. Gw janji dalam 5 hari,

gw harus udah bisa berenti nangis. Berusaha tegar ....

Tadi maen bowling 2 game , gw tau sakit maennya karna dia yg ajarin gw.

But gw rasa paling ga bisa have fun lah. 

Yg manis dulu tuh ternyata palsu . ok lah pelajaran buat gw.

Kemaren cukup heal gw lah. Maen pool makan malem dan bersenang2.

Masih banyak rencana buat minggu2 ini. Dari pada nangisin pengkhianat. Cowo ga guna. Gatelan.

Mending gw buat plan. Kayaknya minggu depan gw sibuk singkirin barang2 yg ingetin semua tentang dia.

Dari pada keinget lagi.

Temen2 dukung gw yah ...


Posted at 10:09 am by u-and-me
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Nov 28, 2005
Sakit...

Sakit bu .... sakitnya hati ini

aku mau pulang bu ...

aku coba lebih tabah lagi

aku tau banyak cobaan bu

aku ga mau kecewain semuanya ..

gimana cara ilanginnya bu ?.. terlalu sakit

aku ga bakal putus asa kok

aku tau banyak yg masih sayang dan dukung aku

aku mesti kuat .. biarlah jadi pengalaman

belajar buat dewasa , belajar memaafkan

tp ga abis pikir , kok ada sih yg tega gitu ya bu

aku ga mau nangis lagi tp susah nahannya

sudahlah pelajaran buat ku ....

aku percaya kok siapa yg menanam dia yg bakal tuai

kejamnya ... masalah yg lain bisa kuatasi tp yg ini ...

aku udah coba sekuat hati .. ga mungkin lupa dalam 2 hari kan?

aku tau kok Tuhan masih sayang aku

semua ini supaya aku kuat ,dewasa, dan ga bergantung sm siapa2

coba bilang bu , siapa yg bisa kupercaya?

ajarkan aku berpikir positif

sakit sakit sakit sakit


Posted at 10:02 am by u-and-me
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Feb 18, 2005
Me Against This Life

I try to believe it , but I  can't

I try throw away all those shits, but I can't

My heart is burning like a flame

I try to .... but not to

Why should I decide?

Why should I choose?

This pain is make me sick!

I am idiot!

I put a mask on my face

I made a mistake... big mistake

I thought all people are the same

Feeling this....I don't wanna feel this

How to forgive somebody like him??


Posted at 10:11 pm by u-and-me
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Sakitnya hati ini

Kecewa, kenapa mesti begini?
Marah, kupikir engkau sungguh jahat.
Sakit , mungkin memang harus sakit.
Bingung, apa yg harus kubuat?

Kenyataan harus kutelan bulat-bulat.
Jijik rasanya harus menyesal, tp apa boleh buat?
Pembohong dan berbohong semaunya salah.
Kebohongan itu menyakitkan.


Hidupku memang cacat.
Akupun sm cacatnya.
Sebentar lagi aku jadi gila.
Palsu semua itu.

Kupikir aku bisa menerima semua kebohongan itu.
Walaupun kupikir itulah kenyataan.
Tapi ternyata kepercayaanku jadi bumerang.
Lambat laun kugali liang kuburku sendiri.


 

 


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Jan 14, 2005
Cintaku


Cinta ku padamu adalah sesuatu yg sangat kuharapkan berakhir dengan bahagia

Sesuatu yang ingin kupertahankan sampai pada waktunya aku akan menceritakannya kepada anak2ku dengan wajah bangga dan penuh kemenangan karna hanya aku yg bisa memilikimu

Kisah indah yang hanya akan membuat orang lain iri karenanya jika ku ungkapkan dengan penuh rasa menggebu2

Indah, unik dan renyah didengar karna tidak gampang untuk menggapainya

Dengan membayangkannya saja bisa membuatku meneteskan air mata tanpa sadar

Membuatku terenyuh pada saat kubilang "aku mau mencintaimu dan bersamamu di dunia dan akhirat nanti", walaupun pada akhirnya harus terpisah oleh neraka

 

Sayang, tolong jangan kau sia2kan apa yang telah kita pertahankan selama ini.

 

Aku yakin hanya aku lah yang dapat mencitaimu dengan begitu tulusnya dan sungguh2.



LOVE,

Arum


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